Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

1)i am hydro-phobic

2)i sleep with 10 pillows (:

3)i needs to hug a toy to sleep

4)i am very fickle minded (HEHEHEHEHEHE)

5)i don't know how to cook rice! oops.

6)i have plenty of crushes. haha. most of you probably knows it by now

7)i dont wash my undergarments :(

8)i hate to run

9)i always read the newspaper in the toilet. haha :D

10)i am a clean freak. always wash my legs before stepping into my house. hahha.. bad habit from mommy

Posted by maria at 11:33 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

You scored as Mathematics/Statistics, You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Mathematics, Statistics, or related majors (e.g., Accounting, Actuarial Science, Astronomy, Computer Engineering, Computer Information Systems (CIS), Computer Science, Economics, Engineering, Finance, Management Information Systems (MIS), Operations Management, Physics, Risk Management).




It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.




Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Mathematics/Statistics

81%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

81%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

75%

Psychology/Sociology

75%

HR/BusinessManagement

69%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

69%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

63%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

63%

Visual&PerformingArts

56%

Education/Counseling

50%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

44%

Religion/Theology

44%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

44%

English/Journalism/Comm

38%

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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Posted by maria at 11:51 AM

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

boo! back for good! but it wont be long. i think :)
ohh well. have been slacking at home for 2 months. michelle said that she could never believe how one can slack and do nothing for so long. but well, i suppose i could. hehehehehe :)
hmmm. its 3.05am in the morning can i can't sleep. i just realised that you gotta submit the NUS hostel by 15 june and brintha said that she doesnt want to stay there. OHH GREAT! now i gotta search my sources and find whoever is going to NUS and maybe bunk in together with her!! i'm all alone again :(
just meet up with ruth tonight and had alot to catch up. it sure was fun. together with ong bak we had a great time. i received some holy oil thingy frm ong bak who just came back frm jerusalam<--- is that how you spell. hahahha
anyway lots of things happened since my last entire and its best not to probe further. everything has ended! FAIR and SQUARE! but i guess i'm one of the most heartless person ever! even ruth and a fair reason for everything. but i guess i based mine on emotions and logic rather than anything.
hmmmm. A levels are over. my last stop would be getting a degree. gotta work hard!
the tv is on; the chinese local drama is rather interesting. oh well, i guess i gotta go back into university with a mentally that i will have to open up and socialised. (oh no, sounds wrong) but anyway i'll stop here then. till the next time i feel like blogging. bye xD

Posted by maria at 3:03 AM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

it's always some major exams that i get shock to this kinda of outcome.. sheeh... i hate it man... i dont wanna do it anymore.. i hate myself.... arghh... i'm all over the place now. ouch

Posted by maria at 11:49 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

so you went round telling everyone.. making me feel like a bitch...
you suck!!! was it that great.. i dont think so... i feel like i'm being made use of :(

sorry... has been in a really foul mood... career's day today.. part 1.. was okie.. had 2 talks.. one on hospitality and another on artitecture.. the talk on hospitality was much fun... haha... but the working hours are damn long and you really need the passion for it.. i dont think i have the qualities for it... u need to face challenges and the job security is so low... i dont think i can handle that.. LOL.. well... i guess i gotta stick to my engineering or maybe some banking and finance stuff.. or maybe accountancy.... arghh.. this is too confusing... LOL...artitecture isnt my cup of coffee either... i cant do 3-D trigo for nuts.. how am i gonna handle huge stuff such like this.. moreover the pay sucks... isnt that one of the factor that attract one to the course... hmmm... maybe should be like michelle... go to SAF and be some aero engineer officer.. sounds cool... and its after all artitecture.. shouldnt go to civil engineering cos there too many supply of ppl with that degree now... LOL.. i'm finally my econs concept becomes useful to my everyday life.. hehe... i think i gotta stick to purely repetitive jobs... LOL... that sounds boring though... haha... i have chosen extremes career talks to attend cos i'm not sure where i wanna go and what i wanna do... so ya... trying the extremes seems to be the best option...
hmmm.. many things happen since the past week.. good or bad i'm uncertain... but i just want to forget what happen.... it has been alittle too dramatic... like those in tv serial dramas... i dont think i can handle it... so i shall be myself and stop being a coward frm tml onwards... walk bravely pass all my obstacles... and shall not let any thing come into my way... this includes relationships...
for now i gotta concentrate on my studies... and no more thinking!!!!
okie... haha... i gtg then.. tc

Posted by maria at 6:52 PM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

haha... i decided to blog today cos i was in the good mood... way good then before... last week was kinda down.... i cant say the reason here... but it was due to something personal =X
but after something that happen recently..... that made me soo happy... yup... and this goes on till today.. lol....
hmmm.. mid years was over like in 3 weeks ago... did terribly
and i'm kinda scared for my a levels now... i better start mugging now.. but i dont have the driving force... hmmm... but no matter what i gotta get things down... got a B for maths 9233,C for physics and E for economics.. and O for GP as usual.. never get to pass that subject anyway.. LOl
got to work hard from now.... economics was something i deserved it cos i just started like 2 days before the exam... ya... so it was well deserved :(

anyway i gtg... gotta study for a test on monday...
tata~~*

Posted by maria at 2:04 PM

Saturday, June 10, 2006



naracisstical again!! :)

Posted by maria at 2:06 AM

Saturday, May 06, 2006

my girl

omg..
i so love this drama..
the guys so cute!!! LOL





Posted by maria at 1:56 PM

Posted by maria at 12:40 AM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Posted by maria at 10:59 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

I have uploaded my class photos..
whee!!!
i'm back... i felt like updating again... and this time round a brand new template for my blog... it has this zen and arty farty image... look!!! its green... haha... been really into green this past few months... haha.. everything is green now from water bottle to my zen... haha... its sooo green... i think i got influence by brintha... haha...
hmmm... i feel damn tired.. haha.. although it is a holiday.. hmmm... time flies... its already may... that fast... everyone is moving on... everyone is so busy... everyone is................
Had a really bad weekend... firstly.. i didnt know how to use my gmail account and i totally shrew it up.. lol... then with the tons of homework piling i think i'm going to die... thirdly... last week wasn't really good at all.. especially on thurs and fri... i got lock out of home cos no one's at home on thurs.. i was so scared i tot something happen at home cos the windows are still open... later did i realised that it was nothing at all... yeah.. had a bad day on friday... i had enough of them... finally erupted.... hopefully things would be better tomorrow in sch... i realised that my temper has been really short last week.. what happen??

talking about tomorrow... sch end late i think at 5... sian... long day again... but it seems to be a blessing in disguise... may get to miss 1 hour of fitness activities for my nyaa... get to miss the runs...hehe :D
and one hour break in the morning for NE lessons.. going to the PAC and SLEEP... wheee...

arghh... tomorrow's back to school and well photo taking.. must bring tie.. it like yesterday that i just took my class photo which was like last year.. haha... this year seems to be much more earlier.. haha.. wheee.. went shopping with mom yesterday...was quite fruitful :D

haha...


THE WONDERS OF A CAMERA PHONE...



So this is what we represent : )



regina, me and jo



its us again : D



STOP SINGING JO!!! hahaha

Posted by maria at 5:33 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

ohhh!!! i'm back. lolx.. i actually thought of closing it down as mention in my tagboard.. but unfortunately, i got really bored and decided to re update this blog.. hmmm... let me see.. firstly... this year gg to be a really sucky year.. cos firstly.. its a levels and also.. it is the start of the year.. and that means PT training... OMG i'm so happy this is my last year of NAFA.. anyway... after dropping f maths after promos.. life hasnt been that bad.. only thing is that there is equally as much homework as before... hmmm.. i wonder how i cope with it last year... er... not really pleasant this few days.. been really sick and i hate that feeling... things are getting worse.. especially relations... i miss sjc... i miss cheating pe... i miss everyone... i feel that some part is drifting away... it feels so awkward now that some people in class knows... i dont really know how to react to such a situation... it is so embarassing... being cause by yi hui today.. and tease by friends... and of course.. being asked again and again the same question... i wonder if he knows? lolx.. i really hope not... dont wanna that to happen now... what have i gotten myself into... truely.. absence makes the heart wander... i think i'm wondering around... thought i may not realise it until now.. but who cares... i'm sticking to the old one...
i bet you guys have no idea what the hell am i saying
lol
haha..
anyway.. i gtg now... tc : )

Posted by maria at 10:45 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005



The fireworks at ndp was great... but the whole ndp ting was damn tiring la... haha... sorry... been realli busy the past few weeks or so therefore nva update... haha... i just think that i am lossing interest in blogging already... i mean i'm lazy... haha... hmm... firstly... school... is still fine... with alot of things to catch up here and there... and i have my physics test this thurs and i haven't started to study it... plus homework... cos i have been slacking n front of the tv for the past 3 days... hmmm... well... life is as usual... but i is getting better and better i hope.. promos are drawing here... and i hate it... hmm... interesting in the sense that.... well... i should not be elaborating too much here... in case someone sees it... hmm... ndp was good...especially... it suddenly makes u feel so patrotic... like " count on me singapore... lalala"... oh well... haha... but was good experience... and i made new friends... and well bond with ppl i know... whehee... haha... the eve of national day.. we spend the whole day walking aimlessly..n from town to PS to town then to toa payoh... to sing at K box... was accompanied by johanna,regina,michelle,bing hong,jason, wenhan n me... lol... and i finally realise johanna can actually sing... all the time she has been toturing my eardrums on jay chou's song... no offence man.. i LOVE JAY CHOU.. but the ting is she sang out of tune.. but at k box... she was like a total pro.. and sang damn good la... omg... amazing sia.. den met up with brin and rachel at night.. ai!! rachel stop doing that okie.. i know ur problems but u should at least try to stop it.. if u know wad i mean... hmm.. better end here... oh... one more ting... i could not wish u happy bdae face to face otherwise u might be wondering how i know its ur bdae... anyway... HAPPY 17th BDAE CHRISTOPHER.. take care lotz.. ppl... nitez

Posted by maria at 12:29 AM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

wheee.. i juz donated blood.. my first time and i'm so proud of it.. lolx... actually i forge my parents signature cos i didn't get them to sign the form.. fortunately they did not realise.. and i tink i'm darn good at forging.. lolx... so i donated blood... the first needle was the most painful one... but the whole process was okie... cos i expected it to be worst.. omg.. i'm gg to die la.. i'm soon tired and i didn't eat since breakfast and juz had my dinner... so now feeling both tired exhausted... hmmm... only 6 person donated.. the rest of them chicken out.. and practically all girls donated except for mark.. the only guy who said he wanted to overcome his fear of needles.. michelle too... lolx... but i didn't know girls are more brave and have a higher endurance level than boys... seriously.. that's what i learn today la.. and the best ting... i get to pon lessons... 2 hrs u know... damn zai... haha
i gtg den.. go and zzz.. tata then~*

Posted by maria at 9:50 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

whee... realise that i had not been updating so i decided to do so... haha... my results are CRAPICIOUS... haha... got a B for maths 9233,D for physics, D for econs, O for f maths, O for GP and C for chinese... and of course F for NE... haha... hmm... juz came back from astro... didn't run so much and so vigour like how i did juz now.. haha... we did up the farewell celebration for the j2 today.. it was alittle not well organise as how i expected it to be.. but i tink it was okie la.. not as bad as i expected it to be.. mr tan told us that we can't use the water bombs... as it was dyed in blue and red dye and he said bro.paul would not allow us... so we waited till it is dark n everyone left.. den.... we throw away the dyed water bombs and kept the clean pure water ones.. den we played... haha... i was soo lucky... i manage to aim it at weemin n ken but didn't get wet.. poor ling got wet instead of me cos she wants to help me to get rid of the water bomb weemin was holding... haha... but after that... it was revenge time... both of them chase ling and me from the second floor, down to the grandstand through the track to the car park, across the overheaded bridge and to the bus stop.. i tell u... i nv run so much before ever since 2.4 km... it feels like we are running for our lives like how those ppl in the movies run away from their mad killers... wa lao.. was damn tired after that la... haha... thx god as we reach the bus stop 105 came... we stop any bus that comes along.. fortunately... they didn't manage to catch the bus cos they are hostelites with no ez link card witht them at the time and that they can't actually throw the water bomb at us when u got up the bus soo we were lucky... haha... den we wave at them as the door close... haha... so bloody fun la.. haha... hmmm.... tml ptm.. i'm gg to get shrewd la... i bet my mom will kill me upside down tml... ahaha.. gtg den... tc =)

Posted by maria at 9:58 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005




whee... i watch initial d like 3 times.. haha... promise my classmate maybe to watch one last time.. but i'm going to sleep... its getting boring... lol... omg.. how can i actually said that... i fail my fmaths... gg to die la.. aiyou... have to hand in my pulau tinggi project asap... with soo much to do.. its gg to be quite tough n tiring for me... aiyou... my little crush for him grew i tink... die... cannot be like that... juz came back from astro... had meeting at toa payoh library... was soo shock la.. wen they told me i was in exco in astro.. i was like... huh?? how can that be.. after all mr tan juz scolded me and was practically shouting at me the previous day... i don't tink he would actually do so... ltr did i realise that it was the seniors that made the decision... whee... jay chou is soo cute... hmmm... i feel so ashame of my legs.. full of sand flies bites la... look like chicken pox so ugly... ueek... i have mix feelings now... i gtg den... keep updating sooner..

Posted by maria at 12:33 AM

Friday, July 01, 2005

whee... finally... one more paper to go... that is MATHS C.... and i totally shrewd my other papers... i find that i have no confidence in any of those papers... worse... my spa totally shrewd up... and for one thing... i realise that it was the actual a levels la... OH SHIT MAN... i failed f maths... definitely... onli 2 people pass in my class... oh damn it.... i'm totally in trouble now... haiz... physics was okie today.. but wasn't confident.. the questions were kinda standard but i totally flunk it... even if i study... that's bad... haiz... i'm soo sick of it!!!

Posted by maria at 9:51 PM

Friday, June 03, 2005

whee.. i'm gg to pulau tinggi on mon... for one week soo u guys can't hear from me any sooner... mid year is right after the hols.. n i have touch anything... some how i feel totally slacking la.... haiz... there is soo much to do in 2 weeks... how can i actually do it within 2 weeks... i tink i'm gg to fail mid year.. haiz...
juz came home from physics.. aiyou.. the mister weee can make u sleep la... i wasn't realli tired after f maths today... but went it came to physics n i heard his voice for the next 2 hours... i almost drop dead la... his lesson is soo sian.... hahax...
ydae... met up with some of my MI frens... venisar n lisa.... hahax... i wan to meet with brin and gang but they always soo busy... sometimes... i tink that we do not have time together... i wan to keep that frenship too... n chelsea n rachel n geraldine they all... i know sch is tough n i hope that we can realli meet up one of these days alright?? hmmm.... i starting to miss my frens....
i soo hate my mom's workmates... they bloody hell sucks... cos mom told me they bully her n started to cry... no one actually made mom sad la... always ask mom to do the dirty jobs.... they are a total BITCHES... f*cking idoits.... SUckerS... ha!! losers...
oh well.. i gtg den... take care

Posted by maria at 4:04 PM

Saturday, May 28, 2005

a way.

the way you smiled
when everyone was looking.
the way you smiled
when you had only my gaze.

the way you held my hand when
we ran through the leaves.
the way my heartbeat followed
yours.

the scent of your aftershave
clinging to my clothes.
the calmness of your voice
beating upon my ears.

the way you looked at me
when no one was watching.
the way your blew away
my tears.

the way you sang to me
eventhough your friends laughed.
the way your fingers
played with my hair.

the way you could still smile that last smile
for me,
on your deathbed.
the way you could still say "i love you"
eventhough death was calling.

the way your fingers brushed mine
for the last time.
the way my tears fell
as you shut your eyes.

and the way you went away.


brin [[gargled]] this crap at:
9:01 PM

dirt.

raindrops stain the window.
dripping forward, and
never backwards.
an unearthly feeling of safety
compiles me whole.
and yet the emptiness i see,
so pure, so clear,
beckons me to cry.
a flood on the window panes.
a hole in the chest.
and the many streams do not help me. for
you
are the only stain i cant remove,
from the heart that
once
was your best.

by: brin.
i'm doing an act of copyrighting!! thx brin!!

Posted by maria at 9:41 PM

whee!!! hols are finally here but wAd the use... i have to go back practically everyday durin the first week of hols... second week got pulau tingi trip... oh left 3 and 4 weeks for me to mug... hhaha... i'm gg to fail la... ydae GP paper was a piece of s*it... i tink i'm gg to fail la... the compre suxs la... haha... hmmm... ydae wen to watch Madagascar ydae with my classmates n took neo prints with the girls... haah... was good... =))the movie was quite alright... but i prefered watching monster in law la... got home at about 11pm... mom and dad was hopping mad la... almost got 'killed'... den slept at 2am... woke up at 6.30 toaday... have to go to woodlands at 7.30.... almost dose of in the MRT la... haha... den after tat meet rebby n party in town... went to marche to eat... the food was GOOD.... haha.... but soo ex la... den i tack along cos they want to go shopping... haha.... mom promise to bring me shopping tml.. hurray!!! haha... i gtg den... take care!!


_______i am the happiest girl for some reasons better kept unknown!!!

Posted by maria at 8:17 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Your Birthdate: March 7
Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways.
Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning.
You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.

You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss.
This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/">What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Posted by maria at 9:40 PM

Friday, May 20, 2005

whee.... i have a long weekend... and gg for pulau tingi trip.... yeah!!!! haha... they are gg to do snorekling and kayaking but dun they know i can't swim... haha... so i'm gg to drown la... haha... maybe not tat bad rite... today was sport's day... wa kao... shiok sia... since i'm not participating in any activities so when to eat prata at the prata cafe near by... haha... the prata is good la... but not as good as jalan kayu... and the service is damn bad la... took us half an hour to get our food... including our drinks... haha... the sport day was held in SMU stadium... so after that wen to town to hang out... actually was supposed to watch movie.. but everyone wasn't in the mood of it... so ended up playing with our food... haha... was kinda fun... hehex.... and i realli get to know my classmates better... hmmm.. no astro today that's why i'm back soo early... i gotta go to woodlands tml for some 40 hrs CIP thing that one of my classmates have planned or something like that... haha... so ya... haved to wake up so early tml again... but the good thing... i have a long weekend... cos monday is a hol... hurray!!!! haha
i gtg den... tata~~*

Posted by maria at 7:47 PM

Friday, May 13, 2005

oh well... juz came back from sp for astro at 11pm... so late la... now so tired... its soo embarrassing... my ez link card was 'exposed' to the public... help... its the most embarrassing photo in my life... i just made it to the hall of shame.... the first from the back... with 2 out of 25... for my econs essay... now i know i suck at this sub... haha..maybe intending to drop it at the end of the yr... not quite sure... but f maths so far can cope la
arghh... i got 3 test coming up this week... gonna fail as usual again... haha.... but i was kinda of confident with my f maths test today on Mathematical Induction... sounds soo chem rite... haha.... yupz... gonna to watch house of wax tml with merissa, vette and pam tml... maybe more ppl will come rite... i hope so.... i wanna to hang with them... when to collect o level cert on wednesday... didn't realli see any familiar faces except maybe oslen... and rowena... met up with brin and geraldine b4 gg... haha... was soo fun... nv enjoyed myself soo much... i realli miss them... maybe it will be better if i've gone to srjc instead of cjc... and all the *toot*aches... =))
cos i will have my besta best pal for 10 yrs brindi and my dearie dini... haha.... i'm oso gg to fail GP... it sucks... haven't pass any GP test... actually i got an E and an F... E is a pass okie... haha... okie.. gtg den.. take care!!!

Posted by maria at 11:30 PM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

i'm back... after a long weekend of fun... hahax... yeah... there is a astro chalet juz ended not more than 6 hrs ago... oh well... was kinda fun... watch lord of the rings: the return of the king from 12 to 4am this morning... so i'm damn tired now la...

oh well... life is reali weird... and i can't do it... i mean i have to make myself not to.......... i know this sounds weird... anyway... i totally seen the picture now... i mean..... he look like sixteen... that comment was said... shit... now that's the reason.... i mean... arggh.... y am i restricted to saying so little... what happen.... i can't elaborate further.... help!!!

and i haven't done any studying... have been sleeping since i came home at 2 and juz woke up for dinner at 7... so i better get going

Posted by maria at 7:50 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005

i know this is soo ironical... i'm having a high fever and i enjoy having it... but damn it... mom wouldn't let me pon sch tml even though the doctor advise me to stay at home.... its so rare that i actually have a fever... the last time i guess was when i was sec 2... that's all... haha... so yeah... but the feeling of being sick sucks... haiz... i want to pon maths test tml... help... and i still have to study even though i'm sick... that so sad... i dun want to study... i want to play!!!!
hahax... like some of my frens cos sch haven't started for time... these are the times where i actually feel that i want to go to a poly... =((

Posted by maria at 11:20 AM

Saturday, April 30, 2005

haha... i'm one bloody luck girl... but i wouldn't elaborate further since this is open to anyone... i mean i always end up having what i actually wish for... hmmm... and i just done my 5 sets of homework... practically spend the whole day doing hw today... so tml can play... hahah... yes... gonna meet up with my frens tml... and havoc... **hurraYY**

yes... so maybe tml i will just do my last econs essay and read through all my econs notes since i have no bloody idea what they are talking... and maybe if i still have that little time to spare... i will practice on my maths... cos i have a test coming up on tue.... yup... oh well... ydae astro ended soo bloody late... was waiting for ruth cos the mr tan wanna see them about the tinggi trip... *hurray i'm gg... haha... i tot i can't make it... its gonna be on the 6 to 12 of june to some part of malaysia picking turtle eggs... haaha... and cleaning the beach... oh well... i'm having butterflies in my stomach for tue's 5 item test.. i dunno what i'm expecting... i'm so bloody unfit... hahax... so well...

and i'm planning to go for 9am mass tml... haven't been to it for about a month plus... haha... can say i got over him... no more lovely berries... its all over... cos i have someone else in mind... hmmm...*evil grin**
haha.... shhh... dun say... i know some of u guys know... hahaahahhahaha...

oh welll..... gtg now... update asap =))

_____________mood: very happy!!! i want my ec 3 and 5 ** smilexxx**_____________

Posted by maria at 9:09 PM

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Wouldn't it be nice... hahax... well.. juz came back to sch today... hahax... yes... tml sch starts at 11.. so can sleep longer... hurray... hahax... oh god... the beach boys song is stuck in my head now... i have to do reflection for GP but i dunno what topic to do... hmmm... and hurray... maths c test postpone to nxt week... haha... and.... haha...
well... a bit kuku today... i was taking the 132 bus home... and i saw my ec 3... so i started to scream... 'argghhh.... ec 3... ec 3 just got now....' little did i realise that ec 3 was taking the same bus home... hahahahahahahahax.... sooo funny....
hmmmm.... tml gonna go to do project both the PW and the econs one... and i'm gg to cramp the whole weekend studying... i so need to bloody hell catch up... oh welll...

Posted by maria at 8:46 PM

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

hurray!!! i done my 2.4 and so i'm done with the tortures of running... hurray!!!~ i so hate running... but what to do... do not have a choice... i was tinking while running... what if i suddenly die on the track... hahax... i kept small ass in my mind but it seems nothing.. i still do not have the motivation to run... that is how sad... hahax... so maluing... i tink i'm the slowest in class... but who cares rite... cos my class is full of FIT people unlike me... hehex... hmmmm.... juz did my econ mcq test today.... got 11 out of 20.... amazingly rite... cos i dun understand alot of stuff in econs... hahax... yup... better go now... got to practice for my c maths test on fri... on summation as well as binomial... but i have no bloody clue wad summation is all about.. so ya... tata~~~* =))

Posted by maria at 8:32 PM

Friday, April 22, 2005

oh god... after astro... i'm already so bloody drained... thx god it is the end of the week... finally... its like waiting for this time of the week... damn it... the scanner's off... dad didn't fix it... damn it... oh man... went to bendemeer sec for astro today... hahax... guess who i ended up seeing... my cousin... hahax... he is teaching there... oh my god... i'm gg to suffer tml with tons and tons of hw... hmmm... sch end at 3 today.. but i managed to rush to PS and den back on time at 5... to meet my besta best pals... n took so neo prints.... whoa... its had been a long time since i last took one... hehex.. =))
i look neos... hahax... but can't upload it... the damn scanner is not up... oh my... i got to do my 2.4 nxt tue n my 5 batts nxt thurs... i'm gg to die... watch me die nxt week... hmmmm... sch was as usual alright... but i guess my normal self is slowing appearing... hahax... i feel that i am a total diff person in cjc compared to sjc... its juz not ME at all.. but it takes time i guess... getting use to life there... its had been 1 month.... but i still and always miss my fren, the noise, the laughters, the dirty jokes<---*hint*hint rachel... hahax... and the spirit of sjc... BOY... i wanna go back to sjc... sighs***


_______=((

Posted by maria at 10:33 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005

just came back from my econs project... was kinda lost... ended up at some other cold storage... hahax... so ya... in the end took cab to holland v... and i realised that i had never step feet there before... it don't look a bit familar at all.. hahax... rite... die!! got 2 test on tue... both f maths n econs... oh no... gonna fail it... got this feeling...
haha... oh well.. gtg den... take care!! =)

Posted by maria at 8:17 PM

Saturday, April 16, 2005

ha!! i realise something... in order to put this blog of mine on the frenster stuff... i can't elaborate more on my personal stuff... hahax... rite... this is soo sickening... eek... today was a good day at first... wen out with rebby they all... had great fun... i realli miss my 4 faith... i dun want to go to a jc... i want to be just where my frens are... come to think about it... i also miss my MI ppl.... those times we had soo much fun ponning lesson... 'One pon.. All pon' class motto... those times when we make fun of venisar as a blinking idiot or mother nature... hahax... i want to go back... where i feel soo much more at home.... in the night... i realise that i have to go to holland v tml... but have no bloody how to get there... rebby suggested taxi... hahax... i'm not soo rich... hehe... yes.... did some shopping today... rite... at night mum have to rub it in on erhem.... i soo dun like this... i mean i get her pt n understand that long ago... but she doesn't have to say it over n over again... its like cutting urseld over n over again...
huh? what am i saying... aiya!! i dun get it la.... hmmm... alright... gtg den... bye;((

Posted by maria at 10:03 PM

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

CONGRATS SJCMB.... u did us proud... got a SILVER FOR THEIR SYF 2005... many started to cry as their hard work finally paid off... I'm soo proud of u brenda... i heard u did well for ur solo... keep up the work okie... Oh man... i want to see DOLLY's face... she totally despise the band... hahax... now she know wad we actually got... hahax... i can't believe it from a COP to a SILVER... Totally IMPRESSIVE.... =))

Posted by maria at 8:46 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005

i hate him... so bloody much... i dunno why i sometimes even like him... for all the pain i've gone through and wad i get... he seems he can't be bothered... wad the hell... its all my hard work... f*cking hell... i soo bloody can't stand his nonsense... the way he act is all a lie... its a 101% thing... damn it... how can this happen

Posted by maria at 9:03 PM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

ohh... well... think i gotten use to the new class... abit by bit... hmmm.. was totally shocked when mom told me the news of the dead of the pope... i mean he's such a nice person... doubt u will find anothe pope lyk that... *sobz*
arghh... i dunno what cca to join... i'm not... let me emphasize again... NOT going to join the band... unless i have too.. its too time consuming... i dun think i can cope with such long hours of school plus long hours of practices... this is soo sick!!

Alright... now let us keep a few moment of silence for the death of the pope... he is such a great great person... someone so humble n supports world peace!

oh well... i've got my eye candy 1 to 6 already... will keep on adding on... haha... oh welll... gtg den...

.http://users.rowan.edu/~fratto55//tomorrow/stcharles/pope_john_paul_2_sundayinquirer1979_philadelphia_visit_thumb.jpg

Posted by maria at 8:19 PM

Thursday, March 31, 2005

1T16 class... yes... there's exactly where i got posted too...
the ratio between the guys and girls...
it is 19 is to 7... *applause... yes... we are soo small.. hahax...
worse.. i heard vanana's class girls only 3 of them... so poor thing... another... the PE there(i heard is soo tough) i'm gg to die... sobbz...
i heard is per week 4.8 km... my arms n legs are gg to die... i'm not a boy.. i dun have to train for NS... help!!!

Posted by maria at 9:13 PM

Friday, March 25, 2005

ohh well.. went for cjc orientation for the last 2 days... was okie... ppl there were soo enthu.... n the best thing i saw many of my frens...was kinda late for sch on the first day cos mel paul late...
hmm.... also saw many ppl from my cat class in the same sch... i can't believe it:)
n the dance... is so bharga... i dun know how to dance... its too tough for me... or maybe cos i'm not incline in it... tsktsk... oh well...i heard that we are gg to sentosa on tue... with our new classmates... i heard we are going to do dragonboating... but i can't swim for nuts... hopefully there's a lifejacket or something... or i dun mind juz running around lyk an amazing race sort of thing... for once i made myseld... clear...
i dun mind running.... but not swimming... maybe i go n fake that i have mens... can't contact with water.... hehex... hopefully it works... or i pon orientation that day... if worse comes to worse...
the trip from cjc back home is soo long... i feel so tired after that... orientation groups will be different by mon!!!! help... i'm too lazy to make new frens... unlike my first orientation in cjc where hwee min happen to be in the same orientation group as me.... HELP!!!~~
i'm soo scared... i guess i have to break the barrier... to phobia..... damn damn it...
i want my frens... i feel weird there... maybe because i haven't got use to it yet... although majority of them are from a convent.... argghhh......

Posted by maria at 8:18 PM

Monday, March 21, 2005

oh well.. i juz dun feel lyk gg back to sch... i haven't actually enjoyed myseld enough:) i have to report to my new jc lyk on wed... that's soo soon... n i dun lyk that feeling....
hmmm... haven't been updating for sometime cos my com crash...hahax.. well... i realised something.. i haven't told u ppl about my choice of posting... so here they are:

1)CJC(Science)
2)SAJC(Arts)
3)MJC(Science)
4)AJC(Arts)
5)NYJC(Science)
6)SRJC(Science)
7)CJC(Arts)
8)MJC(Arts)
9)AJC(Science)
10)SRJC(Arts)
12)SAJC(Science)

ya... so it is... hmmm... many things happened since i last updated...
first i celebrated my bdae... parents got me a laptop as well as a zen creative...and some gifts from my fren... thx guys.... den i learn to swim... finally... but didn't reali work... went to anisha's sis condo... was reali very cosy n nice... especially... the aircon n the cosy pillows... *zzzzZ..
haha... den watch lord or the rings... the effects were damn cool... hahax.. wen shopping during the march hols... n i spend all my cash... n attended vanessa's bdae party last sat... was realli fun...especially wen everyone seems to be indulged in card games... n a horror movie.. well her mom is soo fun... the cake was realli deliciious n the potato salad was good... hahax...well gtg now... be back asap!!!

Posted by maria at 8:49 PM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

post o leVels... i miss my frens

ooh well... firstly... i celebrated my bdae with lots of suprises... firstly... a goodies bag of straw-berries.... hahax... get it... they got me everything related to berries... hahax... but was good okie... thx to ruth, jiamin n xiaowei... okok....hahax... that day i didn't realise there is sch so wen to sch until merissa called... n inform me that there is no sch at alll... so that day... some of my frens wen to watch hitch... was quite a good show... after that... wen to meet chelsea, miang,pam, geraldine,van khor n delphine... to watch a series of unfortunate events... sounds lyk a movie marathon rite... whahahax... ya... they were soo nice... gave me some silvery stuff... soo nice... cos its full of hearts... ahahax... my closest frens know me the best... yupz.... and there was merissa.... giving me her presents.... i though was some cake thingy... cos she said do not shake it or it will break... and went i got home... i realised that she wraped it with layers n layers of newspaper with tape all around... that girl realli learn very quickly.... hahax.. n guess wad she gave me... a can of coke... hahax... that is one smart girl... i realli fell for it... *grin...
den today she gave me some magic beans stuff... was kinda cool... haahx... didn't know such a thing existed... hahax... or maybe because i'm slow...

[a delication to my friends in 4faith 2004... including brintha,rachel,jennifer,yvette,chelsea,geraldine,pamela,melanie,yani etc]
yupz... was such an eventful day... n i realised that i realli miss my buds in sjc.... those times wen we made fun of teachers.... those lame jokes we shared... n the problems they shared... n tolerating my crap.... ohhh boy... i reali miss them soo much... and in band my juniors... miss u guys.... *sobzz*...

Posted by maria at 8:39 AM

Thursday, March 03, 2005

ohh damn the stupid MOE server... i can't sign up for my JAE admission tingy... damn it... oh well... have been trying to enter that bloody webbie since 11am to 4pm in SJC... this is soo bloody sickening... damn damn damn it...
ohh well... have decided to go to CJC... yupZ... as i wanted if i did very badly... haiz... but i reali like the SAJC uniform... n i dun mind AJC if i din't know barry would be there in the first place... i dun wanna go to a same sch as him... get it... it seems that if i manage to get into the same sch as him... it seems that i'm kinda lyk following him... i den don't wanna do it...
so bloody pissed... can't the MOE do something else about this dumb JAE thing... why not used the option form instead... it juz saved everyone of their bloody precious time... rather than looking n waiting cos the server is soo busy... i hate this

Am i doing a wrong thing by doing sooo... i dunno.... will i ever get affected by other ppl in CJC? How? i mean ppl having 16pts are trying to get into ACJC which is lyk a 10 points... so if bonus pt is included it juz totals up to 14 points... after all the JC is soo prestigeous.... don't they know that it is alittle too tough to get in... besides... they will loss their bonus if they are affiliated to the JC... soo?
who cares rite... its none of my business... grrrh...
sooo sick... who says that after taking ur results who be an easy choice.... i haven't been sleeping well since mon... have to decide where i wanna go and all sort...
with all these pressure how can i sleep n now this JAE thing is giving me more pro...f**k the MOE... damn they...
oh welll....

Posted by maria at 6:32 PM

Monday, February 28, 2005

hahax... well...i got my results... well... was okie... i guess.. did much better than i expected... so ya...
here are the results:

English -C5
Combined Humanitites-B3
Pure Geography-A1
E Maths-A1
A Maths-A1
Science-A1
Chinese-B3

haha... so ya... L1R4 is 9 points... L1R5 is 12 points... hahax... so where should i go... catholic jc... meridian jc.... st andrew's jc.... only arts onli lar... soo ya... where to go... i think i go to catholic jc... as wad i wanted in the first place... hahax... dad n mum are proud of me... i'm soo happy... oh well... gtg den... bye

Posted by maria at 6:33 PM

Sunday, February 27, 2005

oh my... results out tml... doubt i can sleep tonight... gonna hold a vigil... whahahx... juz kidding lar... oh well... yes... he gave me his no... but i tink that is the onli tink worth happy to be happy about... n i was talkin to him online ydae night... u know wad... he is boring person.... reali... he can't keep the ball rolling n it is me... to talk all the crap n rubbish... okie... end of here... tml still have to go town at 930 for breakfast... so early... haiz... so scared for o levels results tml... still not prepare yet... **tsk tsk

Posted by maria at 9:42 PM

oh my... results out tml... doubt i can sleep tonight... gonna hold a vigil... whahahx... juz kidding lar... oh well... yes... he gave me his no... but i tink that is the onli tink worth happy to be happy about... n i was talkin to him online ydae night... u know wad... he is boring person.... reali... he can't keep the ball rolling n it is me... to talk all the crap n rubbish... okie... end of here... tml still have to go town at 930 for breakfast... so early... haiz... so scared for o levels results tml... still not prepare yet... **tsk tsk

Posted by maria at 9:42 PM

oh my... results out tml... doubt i can sleep tonight... gonna hold a vigil... whahahx... juz kidding lar... oh well... yes... he gave me his no... but i tink that is the onli tink worth happy to be happy about... n i was talkin to him online ydae night... u know wad... he is boring person.... reali... he can't keep the ball rolling n it is me... to talk all the crap n rubbish... okie... end of here... tml still have to go town at 930 for breakfast... so early... haiz... so scared for o levels results tml... still not prepare yet... **tsk tsk

Posted by maria at 9:42 PM

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

hey ya.... i finally pluck up courage to... ask for his no... muz gong xi wo... hehex...
welll... today was as usual... n ms yani told us her love story... so funny... hehex... ruth, jia min, xiaowei they all all pon sch today... soo sad.... keke... no one to pei wo liao... rite... enough crappy...
went to make the singpass in toy payoh(is that how u spell it)... ya... was cool...
went with merissa, jolene, pamela,kaleb(dunno how to spell.. sorry),qin n charmaine lar... den i saw alex... so scary... i still will never forget what melissa told me about rachel writin that note n he still keeps it... dun remind me of the past ya:)
hnmmm... wen to watch hide n seek for the second time ydae... with xiaowei, jiamin, ruth, max n daniel... ya... wasn't as scary as the first time i watch lar... so okie..
today... pam n their frens came to crash course in MI...poor pam... so scared ran out of sch... maybe u should juz come on tue instead... cos the turbanator would not notice much since there are more ppl... today in MI zoo cum sentosa cum outing day.... so many ppl didn't come... hehex... rite... got all my doubts cleared... especially the NIE ting that freak me out first ting in the morning today wen i check my frenster.... yupz... results out soo soon... wish me luck... oh ya... my presentation on Gay marriages was quite a success.... hehex... do take care den... tata~*

Posted by maria at 5:39 PM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

well... i feel reali sad n pathetic... its not the first time but the second time this is happening... he got online suddenly den offline immediately when i talk... is he avoiding me cos he tinks i lyk him... i'm so afraid its cos of the frenster testimonial... i juz wrote a message to him ydae telling him the NIE rumour is not true... ms fonseka say one... now i'm feeling all lost n hopeless... i reali wanna get to know him as in frens... n i hope he doesn't avoid me cos of that reason... that is soo sick.... why suddenly all these weird stuffs keep falling on me...
first it was sixteen n being attached...
next he is lyk gg to avoid me...
next i know alot of stuff from a fren about another person i lyk
next vanilla is attached...
oh shit... what have i got myseld into... this is soo weird
next... o levels is lyk confirm out on fri (25 of Feb) i can't even think about it...
i dun even know or expect how i do... i juz wanna do well... n get into CJC...
i mean ppl is lyk maria will definitely do well... well... but i dun tink sooo... i'm getting all freak out suddenly... its lyk less than 94 hrs before it would actually get released... next my front screen of my phone cracked... oh shit... dad's haven't know about it yet... i tink i dump my bag too hard during lecture today... dad's gonna kill me...
and i watch HIDE N SEEK the movie twice..
was okie... wasn't that scary.. but i was lyk half the time screaming...
i mean went i come to tink about it... it isn't that bad rite... oh well..
will keep u update on the lastest o levels results i'm gonna to have...
so for now... tata~*

Posted by maria at 6:25 PM

well... i feel reali sad n pathetic... its not the first time but the second time this is happening... he got online suddenly den offline immediately when i talk... is he avoiding me cos he tinks i lyk him... i'm so afraid its cos of the frenster testimonial... i juz wrote a message to him ydae telling him the NIE rumour is not true... ms fonseka say one... now i'm feeling all lost n hopeless... i reali wanna get to know him as in frens... n i hope he doesn't avoid me cos of that reason... that is soo sick.... why suddenly all these weird stuffs keep falling on me...
first it was sixteen n being attached...
next he is lyk gg to avoid me...
next i know alot of stuff from a fren about another person i lyk
next vanilla is attached...
oh shit... what have i got myseld into... this is soo weird
next... o levels is lyk confirm out on fri (25 of Feb) i can't even think about it...
i dun even know or expect how i do... i juz wanna do well... n get into CJC...
i mean ppl is lyk maria will definitely do well... well... but i dun tink sooo... i'm getting all freak out suddenly... its lyk less than 94 hrs before it would actually get released... next my front screen of my phone cracked... oh shit... dad's haven't know about it yet... i tink i dump my bag too hard during lecture today... dad's gonna kill me...
and i watch HIDE N SEEK the movie twice..
was okie... wasn't that scary.. but i was lyk half the time screaming...
i mean went i come to tink about it... it isn't that bad rite... oh well..
will keep u update on the lastest o levels results i'm gonna to have...
so for now... tata~*

Posted by maria at 6:25 PM

Sunday, February 20, 2005

sometimes... rumours can be really freaking me out... for example... the one that if u received some NIE teaching seminar stuff means that u have 15 to 20 points for ur L1R5 O levels results... and god damn it i dun have it... i wen to ask ppl around to see if it was only a rumour from my sch... but it happens that wen i ask barry about it... he too heard the exact same rumour n said that it happens to be published on some newspapers... oh damn it... i got a feeling i' gonna fail this examination..... shit....
well nvm den... wen to SAJC fun fair ydae with pam, merissa, sarah, jolene, merissa's god bro and pam's fren... was okie lar... especially wen the sun is soo hot... it turns out that i was sun burn after my sleeve downward... hahax.. was so shock wen i wen back home n realised that i was of 2 tones... hehex... okie... and wen to SFX ydae for mass.. didn't wan to go to todae's 9am mass cos it would be seen as too desperate to see him rite.. hahax... after all was quite rewarded on fridae's station of the cross... where i saw them n talk to him about it...he smiled... whahahahhax...
hmmm... okie... i declared this... i'm over SIXTEEN that's all... i heard the results would be out on the 25 of Feb... so scary... hmph... anyway... i have a presentation on Gay marriages... the disc couldn't work on weds.... so ya... wish me luck tml... hahax... and my frens are going to crash course into MI on tue.. so fun... hehex... okie den gtg... be back nxt week... hehex...

Posted by maria at 9:13 AM

Saturday, February 12, 2005

oh well.. went for mass ydae... n before that sentosa... sun tanning... hehex... well.. wasn't sun burn at all lar... mass was great... n i did dumb things as usual.. hahax.. was on seventh heaven ydae... hehex... well... i saw him... hahax... he look better now... and he said hi... i almost failed.. *too exaggerating... ahahax... well... den i crazy and smiled at christopher... ridiculous... dunno y i did that for... hmmm... chinese new year was okie... grandma didn't recognise me cos of my new glasses... aunty said i look lyk a teacher... *so old.. hahax...
well... sorry... i crazy ever since last nite.. n he went to ajc for first 3 months... so smart rite... hahax... oh well.. gtg.... tata~* (cos i juz completed by GP project on GAY MARRIAGES) whahahahahx

Posted by maria at 10:56 AM

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

It's juz another passin crowd

Oh great maria... Wad had i gotten myself into...he hates me now...juz cos i called him a potato...overly-sensitive guy...well...nw i have already adapted to the new sch... I know it is only infatuation...and i nv breath a word about him in sch...since one of them noe him...haha...so its nt obvious at all...see i'm such a great actress...haha...its only a crush n i know some1 who lyk him too...so bare with it for 3 more weeks so when i'm out of the sch...i juz forget bout it...the reason why i lyk him cos he reminds me of bc...there's somethng that reminds me...oh no...i'm so fickle minded... hehe... But dun worry cos i still kept bc in mind n won't let go de...juz did my econs test today...think i'm gotta fail...also juz completed on my econs project n gp project haven't done...btw its on gay marriages...haha..ok gtg nw...write back another time

Posted by maria at 6:09 PM

Saturday, January 29, 2005

hahax... well life have been soo soo... hmmm.... MI is okie lar... juz that i'm feeling all so weird there.... i have to act on mon... that suxs... n PE too is soo sucky... but at least its managable... hehex...
sooo life is so hectic... got 2 projects up... n that's why i'm online... haizz.....
ya... n got countless maths n econs practices... with sux cos i dun understand wat the econ teacher is actually saying... THis sucks....
hahax... yeah... guess wad.... realise a person from my sch have the same eyes as berry... wahahahah.... i'm crazy lar...

Posted by maria at 11:03 AM