Friday, February 27, 2004

lolX... ydaE was thE probAiT inVestitUre.... was oKIe... i guEsss...
hahaX... yUpZ... toDae the graDuaTing clAsses lasT yR collEct thEir Os...
iT was kinDa baD... coS lYk noT aloT oF ppl diD weLL..
noW feeLing scaRed... anxiouS... anD paTheTic...
dUnno.... saW alOt of faMilIar faCes.... thEy aLL loOk sO diFferenT...
yUpz... buT moSt of theM werE saD...

marMie dun geT toO saD k... dun wORry... iF u nEEd mE iN anYwaY...
feeL freE to caLL mE rite... iTs lyk u noE u donE uR bEst...
so staY haPPy anD chEErfuL alWays... muZ taKE caRe oF uRselD...
aND to mY othEr senIoRs... duN sad... cheeR up... iF u noE u triEd anD doNE uR bEst..
iTs oKie... anD dO noT eveR regrEt waD u donE coS iT reaLi horribLe..
haVe faiTh in uR fuTure aNd All thE bEst k...

whOa... kiNDa shOCkeD weN i saW kY wiD lYk OMG.... maNageD to qualifY foR a JC.... 20 ptS...
.... sHE's lYk... so laZy anD lasT miN deN stUDy... sTill maNageD to dO so weLL..
hahax... She's reaLi uNbelieVabLE maN... i muZ koW toW to hEr....
shE's sOO smaRt... omG... dunNo hoW shE gOT hER braIns frOm...
lYk... lASt tyM eXam periOD sTill caN play bBall... deN asK hER thE tym..
shE was lYk... diE laR... aLL my papErs aRe gonnA tO fail... esPeciaLLy foR maThs... aND thEre...
shE goT.... A's....
aRghhh.... beTTa asK hEr foR tuiTioN... *wiNkz...
lolX... ThaT guRl is One whoLe geNiuS...
reaLi shoCked k.... omG...
Hahax... *heY... if u reaD tiS riTe... duN geT oFFend k.. coS iTs noE taT ur duMb...
buT iTs juz taT... u dID a reali greaT joB thaT makE mE moRe moTivaTe tO stuDy*loLx... yupZ... 31st maY.... drawIng neaRer...
ChiNEse oS sia... diEd....
beTTa staY caLm...
hMM... i saw hEr smiLe ydaE...
ToDae diDn't reaLi sEE hER muCh uNtil bEfoRe thE resUlTs wERe ouT...
saW u ydAe... loOK sO the CooL... aNd cuTe... lolX...
hahaX... soRRie.. *paiSeh
tok sO muCh ruBBish hEre...
buT i noE foR oNe tinG
i'M goNNa miSS eVeryOne fRom tiS baTch...gtg den.. bye

Posted by maria at 6:09 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2004

hahaX... caN u beLieVe iT...
liFe iS sO the unKnoWn...
oNE moMenT u r haPPy...
thE nExT u r sAd...
lolX... hMM... diDn't go foR choiR toDae...
cOs acTuallY sTill siCk... so yA...
didn'T c hiM... coS woKe up laTe foR the laTer maSS...
hahax... yeahX.....
sTill cOulDn't foRgeT the fuNNi moMent in yOSinOya....
is Tis hoW u speLL?
lolX... yeaHx.... mEl, briN, oLSeN... aNd mE wEn tO maKan theRE....
deN wE aLL go toiLEt coS briN saE shE hiGh tiDe...
lolX... deN waS lYk gg to plaY a pRank on briN....
meL toOk thE staND tiNGy... u noE thE onE thaT saE weT floOR...
bE caRefuL ñ stUffs... yuPZ... anD shE waS lYk hiDing beHind the waLL waiTing foR briN to maKe hEr "granD" enTraNCe...
hahax.... deN goT tiS laDy in hEr laTe 30's lar... deN meL toT shE waS bRIn....
anD meL... u nOe weN lYk...
bOOOOOO... aNd weN clAppinG thE siGn boaRd...
lolz.... i waS huggiNG thE waLL anD laFFinG... oLsen waS lyk limBinG awaY...
hahax... deN the laDy waS anGri....
she waS lYk....
"u aLL arhx... so naughty.... i going complain to ur teacher...."
ñ caLLEd meL siaO....
shoUld check ouT mel's faCe....
shE waS lYk....
"bRin... the laDy caLLEd mE siaO...."
i waS lYk... shh....
hahax..... goT waS laFFing aLL thE waY...
reAli...
thaT waS onE cooL tiNg sia...
lolX...
hMM.... o leVel releAsing tiS weeK...
i tiNk on thUrs oR fri..
mS foNsekA aSk uS to go n watCh the sTate whEn the graDuaTes coLLecting thEiR resUlts...
shE saE wE arE toO plaYfuL... shh....
goD.... maKe uS sEEms lYk wE dUn knoE thE impTs oF o leVel...
hahax... anYwaY somE don....
lolX...
gTg noW... takE mY meDicinE...
taTa~*

Posted by maria at 2:31 PM

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

hMM... coMMon tEst oVer...
huRRay.... finaLLy.... hMM...
toDae a matHs waS sO touGh...
daMn iT... n i faIled mY chinEse tesT...
sObzz... beTTa buCk uP....
juZ caMe baCk frOm traCk heaTs...
weN tO heLp ouT deRE...
kinDa fUn... coS acTuaLLy coUld cheeR foR thEm...
hMM... vaLentINe daE waS thE bEst sIa...
weN to mTV aSia aWaRds...
cOS iT rOxs..
hahAx.. esPeciaLLy gAreTH GAtES...
hahax... i noE hE goT fuNNi teeTh... buT hu caREs
riTe... lolX...
hmMM... feeLing kinDa conFusEd noW...
duN tiNk waNNa tiNk bouT iT..
yA.... sOMe tiNg reaLi veRi fuNNi gg oN...
buT i dUN tiNk i sHoulD saE..
coS meBBE i'm juZ tOO paraNoiD...
lolX... yeaH....
aRghhh.... gg faLL siCk aGain... beEn couGhing afTer sinCe thE MTV aWardS
hahAx... gUEss i screaM toO muCH... whahahAhax....
hMM... gtG noW deN... taTa~*

Posted by maria at 8:14 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2004

hMM... waD caN i saE..
coMMon teSt staRted tiS weeK... acTuaLLy toDae...
noW i juZ finiSH mY reVision fOR tMl's teSt...
gOing tO naYanG polY opEn hoUSe...
tO loOk arOund aGain...
yeAh... diED... reaLi feeL sO hoRribLe...
wiSh i dIDn't feel tiS waY...
hMM... i dUNNo... i tiNk i lykE....... liaO..
dieD... lYk evEry tyM sEe *** thE tYm... i sO hapPy...
hahax... dUNno y.... hEHex...
caN c *** sOOn... tMl agaIn....
HMM... yeaH... buT i tiNk i'm tOO craZy
weLL... gtg noW...

Posted by maria at 8:58 PM

Sunday, February 08, 2004

hMM... whOA...
juZ caMe baCk fRom choiR... waS a goOD oNe... i suPPose...
hMM... doNE wiD aLL mY reSeaRch On thE junioR collEges...
moSt likEly gG tO cJC oR trYing tO geT inTo sAjC...
iF dO baDlY trYinG fOR sRjC oR meBBe othErs bA...
iT iS an opTion i waN to taKE betwEEn ecOns oR f maThs...
aND i waN to dO maThs... i loVed maThs....
buT firsTly i haVe to noE waD iS thE subJect aboUT...
i haVe nO abSoluTeLy cluE boUT thEm...
i duN minD doiNg aRTs insTeaD oF sCieNCe...
aFtEr aLL thEy do offEr onlI sCienCe whICh i lYk is biO...
anD i onlI caN taKE thEm iF i duN takE maThs aT aLL..
so nO biO foR mE... unlEss i taKe chEmisTry...
whiCh i duN... anD duN tiNk iT souND niCe...
so bIO oUT... meBBe shoulD trY foR phySics...
hahaz... buT do i reaLi waN tO dO soMe maD caLcuLatiOn findiNG thE eqn fOR graVitY...
lYk thE maD neWtON... hahax... dOubT sO... thE bad thIng iS theY onli offEr maTHs in sCiencE strEam...
sO i haVe tO taKe a MAths subJeCt oR eVen do sCieNce...
buT aT least i muz haVe amaThs, eCons anD anoTher onE oR two sUbjeCts fOR a LEveL...
dePendiNG on hoW i faiR foR mY oS... buT haVe 12 poinTs oR beTTer dEn can taKe 4 a lEveL suBjects...
so yA.... buT i feeL saTisfiEd wiD onli 3... whiCH iS thE baSiC requiRemEnt... sO iTs okIe....
haHax... wEll i saW hIm toDaE aGain... buT tiS tyM coNfirms aLL mY paRanoiD feeLinG...
he'S noT aVoiDing ME.... saW dINo tOO... hE woRe whiTe... sO diD CT...
hMM... buT Tis tIme... i waS oUTsiDe thE siDe doOR wAitIng foR paRentS...
anD hE wAsn't deRe... so wAS lYk oKie... hE diDn't comE or soME tiNG...
deN waS walkIng hoME... hE anD hiS bro waLk pAss mE... anD befORe
anD hE smilEd... haHAx... almoSt fainTed... lolX.... iT was lYk a heY tinGy...
hahaX... mOm anD dAd waS wiD mE... buT thEy diDn't c a tinG...
ltR den i reaLIsed hiS moM waS thERe...
i smilEd baCk aS iTs a naTuraL reActIon... yeaH...
buT i tiNK hE looK kinDa dIFF... lOOk beTTer... mebBE?
i duNNo... lolx... mebBE thaT thE moSt ofTen woRd i saE... eVerytimE...
gTg noW... ltR gg tO stUDy... foR thE comiNG CommOn teSt... buT i nOE iTs noT impOrtaNT aT aLL coS iTs noT in preLims.... bUT caN treaT iT aS aN exeRciSe lYk hoW i dID lasT yR... lyk knowinG waD cominG uP... As in a praCtiCe soRt oF tinGy.... sO i caN dO beTTer foR thE finaLs riTe... lolX...
lolX....

Posted by maria at 11:21 AM

Saturday, February 07, 2004

hMM... weLL... juZ caMe baCk froM poSt coNfirMation prograMMe... thE pTm...
lolX... hMM... he diDn'T gO... exPecTed...
yuPz... yDae weN tO ACS (baRkeR) THe sCh iS sOOO huGe...
oMg... iTs lYk wHoa... i loVed iT thERe...
wiSH i waS a boY foR a SecoND... buT.... lolX...
i weN thEre tO supPort mY freNS foR thE deBAte..
anD wE loSt tO eveRgreEn sEc...
caN u belieVe iT... theY coulDn't eVen speaK proPEr englISh...
buT noT as iF i can laR...
buT anYwaY... meliSsa, aniSha anD teRi... aLL spoKE sO weLL..
hMpH... anD coS thERe tiS yaNDaO juDge thERe...
whiCh hapPEn tO loOk lyK soMEonE...
anD aLL oF uS geT sO exCitEd boUT it weN hE waLk iN..
ThE eveRgreEn girLS caLLed uS CHEAp...
asS laR... aSk thEM tO fuCk oFF...
whoa... whahahax... anD thEy sux...
i'M aNTi-eVergREEN nOW...
hMM... dUnno waD haD goTTen iNto mE...
suDDenlY... i tiNk i lYk......................
anD dUNNo y feeLing sO embaRRass abOUT iT...
buT leT's nOT taLk bouT iT...
weLL... hMM...
coMMon teSt tiS weekeND...
sO iS lYk... beTTEr reviSinG liaO...
yUpZ.... gtG noW... byE

Posted by maria at 5:26 PM

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

hMM... wEll...
diEd... mOm foUnd ouT i USeD thE nET seCreTlY...
hahAx... juz i caN't thaT ofTen anYmoRe...
meBBe onCe a weEk
aT mOSt...
haiz... so iRRiTaTing..
y thEy won'T alloW mE to uSe....
sCaRed thaT i oVer uSe or waD..
sO saD....
haiZ..
weLL... hE juZ caMe onLine..
duNNo iF iT iS okIe...
to taLk to hiM
naH...
buT in The enD i dId..
buT hE goT oFFliNe...
iS hE scaRed oF me aGain...
oR am i juZ paRanoiD aGain...
haiZ...
i duNNo
duNNo waD elSe tO saE laR...
sO mebBE soME oTher tYm weN i reaLi haVe thE conFideNCe...
beTTer go noW...
tC

Posted by maria at 9:38 PM

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Everytime - Janet Jackson

I'm afraid I'm starting to feel
What I said I would not do
The last time really hurt me

I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause everytime I fall in love
It seems to never last

But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause everytime I see your face
My heart does begin to race every time

One half want me to go
Other half wants me to stay
I just get so all confused
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time
My heart does begin to race every time

I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

Every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time I see your face
My heart does begin to race every time

Every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts

For all my times
For all my times

haHAx... wEll... i'M baCk... mSn noT woRkinG sO iS mY freNSter... so yA... can'T cheCk noW...
hmM... juZ comE baCk frOm sCH.... hahAx.... fouND ouT thAt tiS sonG roX.... whahax...
hahaX.... toDae reaLi emBaraSSinG... goiNG on sTagE anD stuFF....
den aFTer taT eVeryone waS lYk u moniTreSs aRhx...
den sTarTed tO laFF...
.......... weLL... kinDa awKwaRd...
feEl sO reTarDed.... lYk craZy...
hMM... kinDa tirEd noW... coS couLdn'T slp lAsT niTe....
slEpT bouT 1 pluS.... hahAx... yuPZ..
deN toDaE aloT oF thinKinG tO dO foR hisTorY moCk paPEr...
abouT thE greaT leAp foRwaRd...
yA.... noW... feeLing woRn ouT...
yeaH... sO i eND hEr laR.... Tc

Posted by maria at 6:14 PM

Monday, February 02, 2004

arghh... tml got a history test...
juZ got mY texTbooK....
aRgg... noW doiNG thE noTes...
hahAx... soRRie... foR thE paSS wEEk waS aLiTTle buSy... wiTh...
eRheM... waTching VCD... lolX...
yUpZ.... hmm... yA...
hE's onLine nOW...
buT hE's on THe buSy moDe...
hahAx... thE besT tinG haPPEn yDae...
whoA....
yDae aFTer mY choIR praCtiSe...
i waiTed foR muM oUTsidE thE siDe doOR of The ChuRch...
hahAx... yupZ... buT mum is nO wHEre to be foUnd...
sO i waiTed thEre...
den hE caMe oUT...
whahahax... weLL... i diDn't loOk aT hIm fiRst...
ahahx... bUT anywaY i lOok aT hIm afTer i saW hIS freN sO i lOOk in frOnt...
thEre hE waS...
lolX... dEn hE saW mE hE smIled anD waVe lYk a hi tiNGy...
hahax... sO hapPy... i waS lYk smiLinG baCk.... anD i waVe baCK...
whoA... firsT tyM c him taKing iNitiaTivE...
loLX... i waS lYk... kinDa froZe on THe spoT ba...
lolX.... mebBE coS i dIDn't c him foR 3 weEks liAo...
finaLLy sEe hIm ydaE...
kinDa hapPy.... bUT theRE lyK a launCh foR thE poSt coNFirmaTion aCtiviTy tis weEkenD...
sO mebBe can c hIm again...
lolX.... Oh mY gOd... sTill haVen't goT ovEr thE hi tiNGy trumA....lolx...
hMM... mebBE sOme tiNGs i geTTing To leT gO....
sOOneR i laTer i muZ...
hmM... ydAe... i diDn't c diNo... diDn't noE wHEre he wEn...
bUT thE siGhT oF hiM iS enOugh...
tml is monitress inVesTitUre....
gOnna bE a laffinG sTock... i beT wiD u... lolX... goTTa sTay caLm...
wELL.... gTg.... byE :)