Sunday, January 25, 2004

hMM...
juZ havE mY aFterNoon naP...
tOO tiRed aftEr chUrch...
hMM... toDae diDn't seEn him aGain...
3 WeeKs in The Row...
woNDer hoW's he paSSing thro timE coS manY ppL aRe toO sTress foR theiR oS noW...
hmm... noW i sTaRtinG to worRied...
noW reTypIng aLL my geO notEs fiRst...
coS iTs toO coLourFuL...
hahAx... untIl eYes paiN..
yuPz...
aNd i tiNk nxT i gg to dO mY hisTorY anD mY sciEnCes...
hopEfUL caN compLete wiThin 2 to 3 monThs befoRe mY oS chinEse...
i sTill haVen't staRteD on chInese...
hMM... wonDer hoW tiS yR gg bE lyK...
goNNa bE aLOt aLOt of reAliTy chEck...
reaLi...
anD oSo aloT oF proBleMs haVe tO faCe..
haHAx...
liFe geTTing moRe anD mORe strEssfuL i guEss...
gTg deN....
byE

Posted by maria at 5:31 PM

Friday, January 23, 2004

Love Is All Around

I feel it in my fingers, I feel it in my toes
Love is all around me and so the feeling grows
It's written on the wind, it's everywhere I go
So if you really love me, come on and let it show

You know I love you I always will
My mind's made up by the way that I feel
There's no beginning, there'll be no end
'Cause on my love you can depend

I see your face before me, as I lay on my bed
I kinda get to thinking of all the things we said
You gave a promise to me, and I gave mine to you
I need someone beside me in everything I do

You know I love you I always will
My mind's made up by the way that I feel
There's no beginning, there'll be no end
'Cause on my love you can depend

It's written on the wind, it's everywhere I go
So if you really love me, come on and let it show
Come on and let it show

hmm...
juZ came back onE anD a HaLF hrS ago..
hMM... caMe bAck FroM viSiTaTion...
hmm.. cOlleCted boUt thE saMe fOr lAsT yR...
hahA... buT TiS yR chInesE nEW yR...
aLittLe diFFerEnt dEn oTherS...
fiRst i diD sOme tiNg diFF...
i tink i mOrE oPen tO ppL tiS yR ba...
eSpeCiaLLy mY reLatIvEs...
nOT taT quiEt aNymoRE...
hahAx...
yeaH... kinDa intEresTing tHo..
liFe iS fuLL oF mysTeriEs....

Posted by maria at 10:07 PM

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

hmM.. wEll eVerYonE cRiEd toDae...
mR taN iS leaVing
and ouR lAst performAnce wiD hIM...
anD thaT sTupiD prinCipaL...
despiSeD uS...
wE maDe aloT oF impRovEmEnT...
maNy saE wE plaY wEll toDae...
buT wHilE wE weRE plaYing... i nOtiCed thaT
mrS chaN waS actuAllY talkiNG to soME teaChers...
aND thE viCe-priNcipAl...
HELLOO...
caN u aT leaST shoW somE resPEct tO uS...
aT leaSt thIS iS mR taN lAst conCert wiD uS....
caN u aT leaSt lisTen aNd deN rejuDge oN pPL...
waD a fuCking heLL scH...
fuCking prinCipAl...
ppL saE iS foR ouR oWn goOD...
buLL shIT... mORe lYk foR thE sCh's goOD...
nOW makE mR taN feeL so uNwaNted...
sO loUsy...
lYk ouR plaYing iS coS oF hiS teaChing
i haVe to adMit...
wE aRe noT seRiouS duRing praCtices...
plaYing... laughing... talkIng...
anD mR taN reaLLy puT in aLOt oF efFort...
in teaChing uS...
meBBe iTs aLL wE cauSe iT...
buT can't thE priNCipaL juZ heaR uS...
shE mighT aS wELL geT riD oF baND foR goOD...
dEn to geT rid oF mR taN...
sO unFaiR...
iT huRt hiS priDe caN...
hiS feeLIngs...
I HATE THE STUPID PRINCIPAL>>>>
STUPID CHAN....
ass....

Posted by maria at 6:59 PM

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

heY... wEll thiNgs diD tuRn ouT aS expEctEd...
fiRst... mR taN iS leaVinG...
feeling kinDa baD... coS iTs mRs chAn hu fiRe hiM...
DamN heLL tO hEr laR... ideRt..
oSo hEaRd ThaT oThEr innOCenT teAchER kinDa striP ofF theiR posT...
anD giVen tO the 'woRSe' onCe...
waD haVe gottEn iNTo the priNciPal HEAD...
staRtiNG to stRip eVeryonE gooD off thE posT... waD is goinG on...
i nOE... shE haTes banD... waNtEd to geT riD oF uS...
wanTed uS to coLLapSe foR veRi lonG liaO...
cos shE saE wE spEnt toO muCh moneY on thE sCh...
haah... iF shE do... sEe iF P.O.P goT anYonE plaY...
y noT aSkinG thE choiR to siNG thE pieCes...
sHe sO biAs... loVed hER NPCC...
haiZ.... n thIS yr theRe iS onli 14 reCruiTs foR NPCC....
hEy... iTs noT taT i duN lyk NPCC.. iS thaT i can't sTanD hEr aTTiTuDe tOwaRds the oTHer nOT taT wEll oFF CCA...
buT waD can wE dO riTe... riDiculouS.........
maKe thE whOle baNd sO saD...
anD shE fiRed hIm thE reaSon iS coS aLL thE othEr sChs hE tauGht...
aLL goT C.O.P... cuM on loRx... i dUn tiNk iS hiS faUlt...
hmm... feEling hoRribLe coS i wAs acTuaLLY aT fauLt weLL u caN saE sO foR C.O.P..
haiZ... iT iS noT hiS faUlt iS ouRs...
We aLL aRe noT up to thaT sTaNDaRd aND noW hE's geTTinG replaCed...
pOOr thIng... iTs lYk thE sch teLLing him... u aRe no gOOd foR uS...
plS loRx... waD an aSs... hMph...
wEll... theY gg tO chanGe tO somE neW coNDucToR...
somEonE conDucTOr who conDucT S'poRe pOly n RJC...
hMM... waD a sTupiD sCh TiS iS... i.haTe.iT...
feEling so bAd... aS iN i coS aLL oF iT..
hMM... noThinG much inTeresTinG...
feeLing osO baD... i diDn't rejeCt on puRpoSe...
i'm juZ buSy... soRiE... buT i proMisE i owE u onE... lolX..
anD oSo i'm avoiDinG anYonE k... coS i juZ camE to Sch eaRly...
soRRie...
hMM... toDae fighT wiD bRin... kinDa duMb tho... realIse i wAs sO chilDish...
hahax... buT afTEr a periOD oF e maThs... wE aRe bAck talkinG...
haha... caN't stand nOT talkiNG tO thaT buD oF minE....
juZ coS oF onE duMb reGisTer bOOk... hahAx... wEll i sTaRteD iT..

Posted by maria at 9:07 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Sundays ≠ Weekend

Hmm...
wad can I sae... every morning waking up at 6.05 am was a daily process...
if u consist only Saturdaes which would be off...
Every morning... lyk drag myself off the bed...
get quickly change and off... to the bus stop going for morning choir...
Every morning... I realise someone... someone who would be there with his family...
this guy... hmmm... didn't noe until last week that he was my ex-crush... whoa...
onli up to todae den I reali realise who he is... I thought the guy was his bro...
ya... my dad noe this guy... he and my dad were kinda lyk frens in pri sch...
remember my dad told me once that he was reali fillial and bought some flowers
with his own money for his mom on mother's day... yupZ...
remember that last tym in pri 5 or 6 after cat class we 3 would take the same bus home...
but this was onli sometimes... mebbe a few times onli... but the ting is I dun talk to him...
my dad do... until last week my dad sae hi to him...
den mom who was there too told me hu he was... and I was lyk...
OH MY GOD... still traumatize bout it... I feeling awkward this week...
until after choir I walk home... I saw him again... in sleeveless shirt... and Bermudas…
whoa...but I don tink he saw me... cos me was lyke dusting his hair as if something dirty drop on him... hahax...

Yeah... didn't c him todae... not even his bro... tink they didn't come todae... hahax... yeah... tml gg to sch with slippers cos my toes hurt... got blister and skin tear... muz be cos of the heels... hahax.... mebbe cos I'm too barbaric... is tat how u spell... lolx... kk... gtg then... bye

Posted by maria at 11:37 AM

Saturday, January 17, 2004

i juZ upDaTe agaIn... hOpe u aLL lyk iT...

Posted by maria at 7:27 PM

hMM...
ydaE we goT somE inTerviEw tinG...
aS in thE sCh wAnteD uS to dreSs lYk foR an iNTerviEw...
i juZ i wAs reaLi kinDa foRmal foR an intErviEw sO iS raChel mO...
hahAx... soME professiOnal laWyeR loOk alikE... lolX
somE piC wE toOk...
[RefEr doWn]

kiNda fun thO...
he's oNlinE...
hmm... i taLk to hIm foR the firsT tym...
kinDa awkwaRd...
lYk shiVerinG noW...
arGG... waD wiLL haPPen?

oKIe... hE juZ goinG oFFliNE...
feeLing embaRaSSly reD noW...
arGGh....
hahAx... hE tolD mE iN a wholE loAd oF chunK bouT hiS O leVeL tinGy....
waS lYk kinDa iN a huRrY... dEn gOt offlIne...
duNNo iF hE is scaRed oF mE oR waD... oR aM i juZ paRaNoiD...
i dunnO... hoW m i gg faCed him if i c hIm tMl...
s.M.i.L.e....
hahAx... i dunno...
mEbbe hE juZ lYk somE oNE elsE... i dUNNo
hMM... look lYk lIfE geTtinG interEstinG...
i DunnO.... tOO exCitEd tO tyPe anYthiNg nOW...
taKE caRe

Posted by maria at 4:36 PM

Thursday, January 15, 2004

hEy... foUnD ouT aBouT soME sTuFFs... caN'T aCtuAlly sAe oUt...
i shOCkeD tO sEE hiM... tOdaE
lOOk lYk thE irriTaTed perSon diDn'T boTher mE sO faR...
TiLL noW... jUZ caMe baCk fRom bOdY wORks thE sCh broUght uS thEre...
hMM... kinDa fuN... buT sO poOr tIng.... beEn cuT oPEn or ApaRt eVen iF tHEY aRe deAd...
oKie... gTg... bYE.... coS meL asKinG mE tO sTop... bY thE waY... i'M aT hEr houSe....

Posted by maria at 5:28 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

hEy... i'M soRRy... coS i nOE mY staNd... noT in A fiT poSiTion to do AnythIng.... soRRy... couLdn'T dO muCh... hMM.... thIs feW dAys SeeMs liKE baCk noRmaL... smiLing.... coS i duN waN to tiNk toO muCh... juZ foRgeT evErythiNg... soRRy.... meBBe iT seeMs to You thaT i'm VeRi cowaRd.... buT i noE mY liMitS... mEbbE iTs beTTer lYk taT...
geTtinG alOT troUblE fRom soMe ppl... hMM... dun caRe... doN deSerVe mY aTTenTion...
HopinG foR thE weEkeND coS iT seEmS bEttEr foR mE thIS waY... geTTinG oCCupIeD... noW i geTTinG laZiEr aNd lAziER... tiS caNNoT do.... nXt feW daEs gonNA bE onlY onE tO go sCh aLonE... onLy THe sEc 4.... coS thE reSt in Camp... hMM.... goinG foR caReeR guiLdaNCe... boDy woRks anD thE beSt to drEss foR joB intERviEw... goNna bE fun.... i guEss gonna weaR somEthiNG foRmal... isn'T iT... liFe sTill Go oN... haiz... i duN waN to taKe o lEvEl... so sTresSfuL... pResSuRiSEd...
thX guYs... you suRe do comfORt mE aT tiMEs aT gooD....anYwaY thX foR thE eFFoRt puT in...
ThX raCHel mo.... hEhEx... didn't reaLi appReciaTe u foR thE paSt 10 yRs of freNship.... hopE iTs nOT tOO laTe... i loVed uR jokEs... thX muMMy.... conceRn aT thE timE wHEn i caLLEd u... waS reaLi dOwn anD noW feelinG kinDa awkwarD thO... buT iT reaLi helps.... thX bRin, amiRa, jenNifEr, geraLdiNE n YveTTE... u reaLi brighTen uP mY daE.... EspEciAllY jEnniFEr... i haVe nOT bE goOd tO ya in pRi sCH... i'm SoRRiE... bRin who alwaY kana beaT bY mE.... hehEx... noW u took uR reVengE tiS yR too riTe... bEaT ME baCk... smarTx.... mY buD foR a lOnG timE...
bEckY aND YeePonG... lolX... thX foR thE comPanY tO sCh eVerY mornInG... anD baRe wiD mE... trYinG tO loOK fOR ppl... u nOE hU riTe... yeaH... beCkY i eNjoYed tHe sUn taNNinG wiD ya... tHo i chaO dA... n u sTill faiR... lolX... yeEpoNG whO laFF aT hEr owN jokEs... hEhex... nO offEnd k.... lolX....
LOve yA loTx chElSea.... wiHTouT uR coNSolinG woRdS n comFoRt... dun tiNk caN slp peAcEfuLLy yDaE n thE whOle oF lAst weeK wiD oUT uR aDvicE... goNNa bE sO saD iF u goINg to quIT bAnD... u Too k mIanG... alWaYs noE i am tInkinG.... smaRt guRlx.... hehEx...
UDaYa toO... hEHex.... u anD uR inDiaN daNCe...
Yani... soRry... to be meaN aT tiMEs... feEling ReaLi baD.... soRry....
Wen Min... alWayS caLL hEr wEn zi iN banD... hEhEx... soRRie alWayS hiT uR heaD weN oPen thE cuPbOaRd... hoPEfuLLy u aRe sTill Okie... loLX... mY baND juNioR... eSpeCiaLLy thE cuTe cLauDinE.... lYk hEr... sO cuTe guRl... hahAx... uNtiL sCaRed oF mE... breNDa toO.... beTTer buCk uP uR saX k... meRisSa aND emmeLyn toO.... jiNG xuaN.... mICheLLe panG... shaRon.... etC......
Thx vAneSsa hO... alwaYs thEre wiD uR lamE jokEs anD fUnni exPreSSion.... loLX... jokiNg...
Thx meLanIE... anD mElissA paUl... fOR unDerStandinG hOW i feLT... soRriE meL paUl... nOE i alWaYs buLLy u iN pRi sCh.... hEhex... duN miND... loLX.... ThX tO thOSe ppL whO hElp mE beFore iN oNE waY oR anOTher... soRriE aT tiMEs i didn't reaLi aPPreciaTe oR kePt to waD i saE....
LiFe sTill gO On.... guYs.... muZ woRk haRd k.... ReaLi sTreSs waT to bE In lIFe.... whICh suB to TakE... whEre To Go... whaT tO bE.... i duNNo... waD thE fuTuRe lYk... hMM... bETTEr go.... coS iTs geTTIng loNGer.... bYe!!

Posted by maria at 9:37 PM

Sunday, January 11, 2004

hahaX... baCk aGain...
caME back fRom chUrch ChoiR...
hMM.... guEss waD....
aRRggggg....
u nOE eVerY moRniNG aT bouT 6.35 to 6.45am.
thEre's tiS guY kinDa gg to chUrch tO wiD hiS parEntS...
i tOdaE deN reaLiSe taT hE iS onE i USe tO lYk iN pRi sCH...
aRRgggg.... can't belIeve iT...
hiS naMe iS dIno...
lolX... dumb nAmE riTe...
soUnd lYk diNosaUr...
unTil mY daD who osO go ChuRch tOdaE tolD mE...
CoS mY daD noE hIm waD...
i diDn't nOE all ThE whiLe i saW hiM waS HIm....
SomeThinG lYk a LonG lOst crUSh...
aRrggghh...
can'T beLieVE iT... unTil Now mUM toLD mE...
hahax... k...
hMM... i saW him tODaE...
dunnO iF hE saW mE...
waS weaRing bluE... hiS bRo liGht yeLLow...
hMM... hiS haIR seEms tO bE sOO muCh shoRtEr...
lolX... buT sTill loOking thE saMe...
hMM... oH yA...
so fUNNi... ppL sEemS tO bE gg taLLeR daY bY daY....
lolX... excEpT fOR bRin aND mebBE rACheL... lolX
gtg.. byE

Posted by maria at 12:10 PM

Saturday, January 10, 2004

hahax.... weLL... i'M okiE liAo...
hmm... ydAe.... he wAs onLinE...
yUpz.... toT hE didn'T daRe go oNliNE...
toT hE scaRed oF mE... buT he didn't...
hahax... firsT tyM lyk actuAllY c hiM oNliNE....
wEn oFFliNE aT bouT 11 plUS.... hahAx...
anD i stAy On tiLL pAst miDniGht....
hMM... nxT wEEk goT clAss gatHErinG....
hMM.... doeS he noE?
i duNNo.... hahaX....
o lEveL is draWing cloSer daY bY daY...
kinDa scaRed tho...
afraId.... geO caN't catCh uP.....
somEtiMEs dun undErstAnd hoW the teaChEr teacH....
buT itS noT uP to mE to saE anYthIn...
hMM.... guEss waD...
i becaMe thE monitreSs 2... lolX...
aLL mY frenS laR.... brIn firsT... raChel thiRd...
hahax.... lyk teaChers aRe laffing aT mE...
cOS theY aRE lyK....
Oh.... oR hUh? shE monitrEsss....
...... waD thE.... riTe....
lolx....
gtG.... byE....

Posted by maria at 12:48 PM

Friday, January 09, 2004

hMM.... i reCreaTe tiS bloG.... hoPe iTs oKIe...