Friday, April 23, 2004

*//tell me why

tell me why.. i'm feeling so sad suddenly..
cos mebbe of wad i accidentally bum into...
shouldn't be doing that... i tink its wrong...
dunno... maybe should do it the first place...
now getting hurt all over again...
i tot she was wad... but turns out differently..
i mean sometimes life always turns out negative...
and it is always for me... can't really talk much
about this cos its not known by all... so best as
a secret... damn it... why am i so hurting inside..
it juz reminds me of another friend of mine...
the exact same thing she say... why muz secondary
school life be like this for me... although i enjoy my
frens they are the best present God has made..
but why must i always face these obstacles...
especially when i'm so lyk close to my o level..
can't let tis do this too me... maybe was just
that feeling that will not stay for long...
it got to be over.. but now it makes me more
inquisitive to know who and what was going on..
like this pile of mess never will go off..
the new imprints of scars...
maybe its time and really time i concentrate
really hard for my o level... been thinking too
much lately... maybe its a time to stop everything


*// always back of my mind

Posted by maria at 11:02 PM

Thursday, April 15, 2004

hahax... mid yr is cancel...
but it onli remind me something..
that i have to do really well for my chinese os...
cos one of the reason mid yr is off is cos of my chinese os..
to study..
recently.. got tis irritating person back again...
inpersonating chelsea... what an ass..
so buzz off if u muz...
rite.. back to where i was saying...
my fren almost found out who i lyk..
damn it... shit sia...
haha... but i tink he or she forgot about it..
yeah.. todae got POP rehearsal...
can't believe that i'm already in sec 4...
passing out tis yr... its not tat i'm gonna miss anyone actually..
actually... come to tink about it i do..
all the cute juniors... hahax... i mean the sec 2 ones...
but it also remind me bout my o level..
gonna stop choir for the tym being...
getting myseld prepared to face challenges ahead now...
hahax... sounds lyk gg for a war or something...
and mebbe i dun tink i might be coming online for a while..
until my exams are over... and its party time..
whahaa...can't wait for it man...
haha... imagine all the fun...
but it also remind me that i'm might even part wid my frenz..
sobxx... yeah... dun one to do that...
so ya... ppl forgive me for not coming in da future k..
hahax... gtg... getting ready to watch american idol..
and OC... hahax... a brand new dae tomlo hopefully life is better..
and that 2.4 tis sat... might be over asap...
hahax... tata~*

Posted by maria at 9:43 PM

Friday, April 09, 2004

L.I.F.E
hahax... common test over lyk last wed.. but i was too lazy to come online
cos busy wid alot of stuff.. lyk combined choir..

D.O.W.N
common test was horrible... for my history paper..
i guess i was too blur n stuff..
i actually crushed up my answers scripts by mistake...
and dump it into the bin...
but lucky... i still manage to pass..
although lost a total of 13 marks..
but at least cos i got my source based guestion a and b all correct including my structured qns..
den can pass... am i an idiot or wad...
secondly... i was veri careless wid my emaths paper...
although i did not too bad... but i noe i can do better..
i realised something in life... although u work veri hard...
u might not still get tings u wanted.. life is full of ups n down...
exactly lyk how i did for my common test... i worked hard but on a whole i'm still disappointed with my marks...
haiz... moreover its lyk 53 more daes to chinese o level
3 more weeks to SA1... sec 4 life is stressful.....................

H.I.G.H
ydAe.. i saw vanilla... outside the ******....
hahax... n during the swimming heats.. she was there too...
almost got into a conversation wid her... but didn't...
todae was good fridae... when to church
didn't expect to c barry... saw him n he said hi....
hahaz... he smiled.... *pengz....
didn't c him since the last tym i wrote as in 28 march..
kinda long... saw chris too... was okie...
can't wait for easter vigil tml...
hahax.... gtg den
bye :)

Posted by maria at 6:24 PM