Saturday, May 28, 2005
a way.
the way you smiled
when everyone was looking.
the way you smiled
when you had only my gaze.
the way you held my hand when
we ran through the leaves.
the way my heartbeat followed
yours.
the scent of your aftershave
clinging to my clothes.
the calmness of your voice
beating upon my ears.
the way you looked at me
when no one was watching.
the way your blew away
my tears.
the way you sang to me
eventhough your friends laughed.
the way your fingers
played with my hair.
the way you could still smile that last smile
for me,
on your deathbed.
the way you could still say "i love you"
eventhough death was calling.
the way your fingers brushed mine
for the last time.
the way my tears fell
as you shut your eyes.
and the way you went away.
brin [[gargled]] this crap at:
9:01 PM
dirt.
raindrops stain the window.
dripping forward, and
never backwards.
an unearthly feeling of safety
compiles me whole.
and yet the emptiness i see,
so pure, so clear,
beckons me to cry.
a flood on the window panes.
a hole in the chest.
and the many streams do not help me. for
you
are the only stain i cant remove,
from the heart that
once
was your best.
by: brin.
i'm doing an act of copyrighting!! thx brin!!
Posted by maria at 9:41 PM
whee!!! hols are finally here but wAd the use... i have to go back practically everyday durin the first week of hols... second week got pulau tingi trip... oh left 3 and 4 weeks for me to mug... hhaha... i'm gg to fail la... ydae GP paper was a piece of s*it... i tink i'm gg to fail la... the compre suxs la... haha... hmmm... ydae wen to watch Madagascar ydae with my classmates n took neo prints with the girls... haah... was good... =))the movie was quite alright... but i prefered watching monster in law la... got home at about 11pm... mom and dad was hopping mad la... almost got 'killed'... den slept at 2am... woke up at 6.30 toaday... have to go to woodlands at 7.30.... almost dose of in the MRT la... haha... den after tat meet rebby n party in town... went to marche to eat... the food was GOOD.... haha.... but soo ex la... den i tack along cos they want to go shopping... haha.... mom promise to bring me shopping tml.. hurray!!! haha... i gtg den... take care!!
_______i am the happiest girl for some reasons better kept unknown!!!
Posted by maria at 8:17 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
| Your Birthdate: March 7 |
Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways.
Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning.
You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.
You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss.
This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn. |
Posted by maria at 9:40 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
whee.... i have a long weekend... and gg for pulau tingi trip.... yeah!!!! haha... they are gg to do snorekling and kayaking but dun they know i can't swim... haha... so i'm gg to drown la... haha... maybe not tat bad rite... today was sport's day... wa kao... shiok sia... since i'm not participating in any activities so when to eat prata at the prata cafe near by... haha... the prata is good la... but not as good as jalan kayu... and the service is damn bad la... took us half an hour to get our food... including our drinks... haha... the sport day was held in SMU stadium... so after that wen to town to hang out... actually was supposed to watch movie.. but everyone wasn't in the mood of it... so ended up playing with our food... haha... was kinda fun... hehex.... and i realli get to know my classmates better... hmmm.. no astro today that's why i'm back soo early... i gotta go to woodlands tml for some 40 hrs CIP thing that one of my classmates have planned or something like that... haha... so ya... haved to wake up so early tml again... but the good thing... i have a long weekend... cos monday is a hol... hurray!!!! haha
i gtg den... tata~~*
Posted by maria at 7:47 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
oh well... juz came back from sp for astro at 11pm... so late la... now so tired... its soo embarrassing... my ez link card was 'exposed' to the public... help... its the most embarrassing photo in my life... i just made it to the hall of shame.... the first from the back... with 2 out of 25... for my econs essay... now i know i suck at this sub... haha..maybe intending to drop it at the end of the yr... not quite sure... but f maths so far can cope la
arghh... i got 3 test coming up this week... gonna fail as usual again... haha.... but i was kinda of confident with my f maths test today on Mathematical Induction... sounds soo chem rite... haha.... yupz... gonna to watch house of wax tml with merissa, vette and pam tml... maybe more ppl will come rite... i hope so.... i wanna to hang with them... when to collect o level cert on wednesday... didn't realli see any familiar faces except maybe oslen... and rowena... met up with brin and geraldine b4 gg... haha... was soo fun... nv enjoyed myself soo much... i realli miss them... maybe it will be better if i've gone to srjc instead of cjc... and all the *toot*aches... =))
cos i will have my besta best pal for 10 yrs brindi and my dearie dini... haha.... i'm oso gg to fail GP... it sucks... haven't pass any GP test... actually i got an E and an F... E is a pass okie... haha... okie.. gtg den.. take care!!!
Posted by maria at 11:30 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
i'm back... after a long weekend of fun... hahax... yeah... there is a astro chalet juz ended not more than 6 hrs ago... oh well... was kinda fun... watch lord of the rings: the return of the king from 12 to 4am this morning... so i'm damn tired now la...
oh well... life is reali weird... and i can't do it... i mean i have to make myself not to.......... i know this sounds weird... anyway... i totally seen the picture now... i mean..... he look like sixteen... that comment was said... shit... now that's the reason.... i mean... arggh.... y am i restricted to saying so little... what happen.... i can't elaborate further.... help!!!
and i haven't done any studying... have been sleeping since i came home at 2 and juz woke up for dinner at 7... so i better get going
Posted by maria at 7:50 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
i know this is soo ironical... i'm having a high fever and i enjoy having it... but damn it... mom wouldn't let me pon sch tml even though the doctor advise me to stay at home.... its so rare that i actually have a fever... the last time i guess was when i was sec 2... that's all... haha... so yeah... but the feeling of being sick sucks... haiz... i want to pon maths test tml... help... and i still have to study even though i'm sick... that so sad... i dun want to study... i want to play!!!!
hahax... like some of my frens cos sch haven't started for time... these are the times where i actually feel that i want to go to a poly... =((
Posted by maria at 11:20 AM
