Monday, May 31, 2004
chinese was horrible...
tho i studied really hard....
dunno why... i tried my best...
i prayed to God...
but why turn out tis way...
mebbe cos i was too anxious...
so blank out...
i dunno...
i bet other ppl gonna do better than me..
i'm sorry... let down alot of ppl...
their hopes for me...
ended up turning for the worst..
paper 1 was okie...
managable... but wasn't writing like a novel tat suppose to be *grin...
the paper 2 was the real killing...
the ting that upset me was not that the paper was tough..
actually should be managable... or mebbe alittle tough...
the tink is that i lost 2 marks on the ting i noe how to write..
such a waste...
didn't reali have time... or mebbe cos i'm falling ill..
lyk going to be down with fever soon...
so ya...
i tried my best... but not to my expectations i guess...
guess i end off here... bye
Posted by maria at 5:56 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2004
u.brighten.up.my.day
haha...yeah... the person did..
i guess i'm sure who i lyk now...
hmmm... saw him in church todae...
its ur bdae... but couldn't wish u cos u will be wondering how in the hell would i noe ur bdae..
i reali wanted to wish u... like how i do for all my frens..
but i couldn't.. cos it would be too awkward..
but deep in my heart pray tat u would appear today..
and it really did..
hmmm... i saw ur bro... he was so fierce... as usual...
hahax.. and he wen blacker.. hahax..
was quite obvious tat i walk pass u....
but i feel dumb to doing so... i lyk one retarded..
hahax... u gave me a huge smiled... it brighten up my dae...
hahax... i smiled back until some one came into my way..
i didn't care ur brother was beside u...
although i think that he tot i was some freak..
hahax... anyway... i wish u happy bdae..
from the bottom of my heart.... happy sweet sixteen..
haha.. was it only for girls..
hmm.. nevermind...
today was rewarding didn't see him for so long..
and i realise he gone fatter abit.. yeah...
not so skinny anymore... lolx...
during mass ct was beside me... was okie i guess...
hmmm... better go liao...
H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y :)
Posted by maria at 8:16 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2004
15.more.days.to.chinese.o.level
hmm... its the 15th of may...
tml is his bdae... actually didn't wan to go for mass tml to see him..
cos mum wans to... so ya...
mm.. actually forgot all about the days...
yeah... hahax...
haven't been see him for lyk a month...
haha... didn't even know can ta han so long...
lolx.. so ya..
chinese o level is 15 more days..
and i'm wonder what am i doing online..
should be studying for my geo test on fri...
but i decided for the time being to flung it..
having tests everyday... and sometimes its like 2 test per day..
the ppp programme is killin me..
its time to relax a bit.. n continue ltr on...
hmmmm....yeah....
soo life is getting better....
hmm... pop training is up again...
n it is push forward to the 28 of june...
2 day of sch reopen for the nxt term...
tat's fast... den who knows prelims are up...
and then the real exams...
hahax.... tat's fast..
i mean sec 4 life is very fast... juz gone in a flash...
hahax...
well.. bette get gg... bye;)
Posted by maria at 11:39 AM
Saturday, May 08, 2004
i realise... life is always opposing u...
haix... rather have mid yr... rather than all these papers...
all these test... juz more pressure added...
haiz... bout less than a month to my chinese o level..
hmm... mebbe somethings in life is meant that way..
for a certain reason... damn it... haven't or juz over paranoid
about the stupid bloodly history mock exam...
shit man... so much to learn... shit sia...
so much tests... idiot...
well... guess i'm overall occupied to talk about her...
hopefully she gets off my mind ya...
hmm... yeah...
barry bdae is juz lyk nxt weeks...
hmm... haven't been seeing him for 2 or 3 weeks..
i guess i juz have to wait for nxt week ...
hmm... wonder how he has been... stressed too??
i dunno... well... shit friendster hang...
stupid computer... it juz won't open..
have sakei sushi ydae with brin n rach...
was fun... ate until we almost explode...
haha... they were lyk competing who ate the most sushi....
rachel had lyk about 18 plates... and ltr she still hungry...
that girl has sure one huge appetite....
brin n me had about the same...
i lost track how many...
hahax... the funni tink is that there r this two ppl there..
and u should see the small boy's face...
lyk gonna throw out any moment..
was realli fun...
juz came back from mass at svdp...
hmm... wasn't bad...
hahax... u noe... erhem..
den wen to chomps to eat..
actually to ta bao..
cos too crowded
hahax.. yeah... better go now...tata
Posted by maria at 3:08 PM
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
well... my mid yr is over...
actually is only cos i did my chinese papers...
yeah.. life is the same..
but mebbe cos of a little shocking news..
muz i let go cos.... been in lyk in hell again...
NOT AGAIN... everytime i had to experience funny tings
and i'm afraid that tis might affect me...
suddenly noe a whole lot of truth...
yeah... have to face it and all those crap...
but what am i suppose to do...
haiz... everyting is back to square one again...
and its not working...
have a good talk wid my frens ydae..
chinese have been killing me...
getting all so stressed up cos prelim
gonna be on the 11 of august...
yupz.. they push it forward 1 month...
sux lar... but nothing to complain...
others schs have 3 prelims... isn't tat worst...
wonder how they ever gonna take it...
*/hoping.life.to.be.better
Posted by maria at 8:24 PM
