Wednesday, August 02, 2006
so you went round telling everyone.. making me feel like a bitch...
you suck!!! was it that great.. i dont think so... i feel like i'm being made use of :(
sorry... has been in a really foul mood... career's day today.. part 1.. was okie.. had 2 talks.. one on hospitality and another on artitecture.. the talk on hospitality was much fun... haha... but the working hours are damn long and you really need the passion for it.. i dont think i have the qualities for it... u need to face challenges and the job security is so low... i dont think i can handle that.. LOL.. well... i guess i gotta stick to my engineering or maybe some banking and finance stuff.. or maybe accountancy.... arghh.. this is too confusing... LOL...artitecture isnt my cup of coffee either... i cant do 3-D trigo for nuts.. how am i gonna handle huge stuff such like this.. moreover the pay sucks... isnt that one of the factor that attract one to the course... hmmm... maybe should be like michelle... go to SAF and be some aero engineer officer.. sounds cool... and its after all artitecture.. shouldnt go to civil engineering cos there too many supply of ppl with that degree now... LOL.. i'm finally my econs concept becomes useful to my everyday life.. hehe... i think i gotta stick to purely repetitive jobs... LOL... that sounds boring though... haha... i have chosen extremes career talks to attend cos i'm not sure where i wanna go and what i wanna do... so ya... trying the extremes seems to be the best option...
hmmm.. many things happen since the past week.. good or bad i'm uncertain... but i just want to forget what happen.... it has been alittle too dramatic... like those in tv serial dramas... i dont think i can handle it... so i shall be myself and stop being a coward frm tml onwards... walk bravely pass all my obstacles... and shall not let any thing come into my way... this includes relationships...
for now i gotta concentrate on my studies... and no more thinking!!!!
okie... haha... i gtg then.. tc
Posted by maria at 6:52 PM
